poker face

may be i want to close my eyes.. but i cannot fool my heart. i don’t want him doing those, it hurts. but i can’t just tell him.. he should know it will hurt me. he should know better because we have argued about it many times.. =( he should know his limits. he should know.. because i know.. haaaai!

why do i love him so much that it hurts?

i just can’t live without them. i love my parents soo much! lend me your courage, motivate me, inspire me. =’)

and all i can do is to pray and do good to show my deepest gratitude to them ;))

Ya Allah, Ya Rahmaan, tabangi ako nga. I need your guidance. Help me find the light within my heart. Ameen :)

Sabar bdun akie. Anda manaya na. Aya ko bu psowasowatn na so Allah SWT. Da kasowa akun roo. Aja bdun! Kagaga eni.

I am given this chance (to become a doctor inshaAllah) so I won’t waste it just because I am emotionally unstable. #Hindrances bring it on!